Redirection, not rejection. Today, I am going to convince myself that what happened was not rejection but redirection. Honestly, somewhere along the few months that we were going out, I knew that it was not going to last. I saw the red flags early on but I chose to ignore them. I chose to focus … Continue reading After taking a few deep breaths, can you describe any thoughts that come up?

If I had three full hours for myself, I’d read a book or maybe cleanup my blog (but I’d need more than 3 hours for this one). I feel like I can’t seem to sit in one place or do something for such a long time without my mind wandering off to something else. Okay, … Continue reading If I could do anything you wanted for three hours, what would I do?

I would like to believe that my personal opinion matters most but I am not in a really good place right now. As of the moment, my friends and family’s opinion matters. I don’t think I am seeing very clearly right now. Yes I know that I couldn’t blame everything that happened on Primo. I … Continue reading Who’s opinion most matters to you right now?

I fell in love last year. Hook, line, and sinker. And when everything fell apart, I started seeing the lies and the manipulation. I realized how far I'd gone astray from myself, and lost most of my self-esteem along the way. So the next posts will be about getting myself back, hopefully, a better and … Continue reading Of new starts and whatnot