Is it just me overthinking or something's off about these lines coming from the same person. Say what you wanna say to me, I experienced this before from you right. Yet, I chose to see the good still. To give context to the lines above, I got pissed at him before for something he did … Continue reading Am I missing something?
Category: Daily Ramblings
Chinese New Year 2023
Spent most of the day working, catching up on a lot of things that have been piling up for the past couple of months. I've been procrastinating (jogeum) since I've been spending much of my time with P, thus I had a lot of things that I was not able to work on so I … Continue reading Chinese New Year 2023
Mindfulness without judgment
This photo took me back a few steps today. I shouldn't have browsed through my photos. The photo made me sad, it brought a lot of what-ifs to the surface. I didn't prepare myself for the wave of emotions when I saw this one. All the longing and the emptiness, that weird empty, and painful … Continue reading Mindfulness without judgment
After taking a few deep breaths, can you describe any thoughts that come up?
Redirection, not rejection. Today, I am going to convince myself that what happened was not rejection but redirection. Honestly, somewhere along the few months that we were going out, I knew that it was not going to last. I saw the red flags early on but I chose to ignore them. I chose to focus … Continue reading After taking a few deep breaths, can you describe any thoughts that come up?
If I could do anything you wanted for three hours, what would I do?
If I had three full hours for myself, I’d read a book or maybe cleanup my blog (but I’d need more than 3 hours for this one). I feel like I can’t seem to sit in one place or do something for such a long time without my mind wandering off to something else. Okay, … Continue reading If I could do anything you wanted for three hours, what would I do?
Xavy & Mom 